To whom it may concern:
As I continue my battle with SSI, I frighten myself. I always doubt because of my age, people mock that quite a bit. Then my english and attempting to go to school. All this battling has destoryed me physically, mentally, and emtionally. How much longer will this last till i finally can get some insurance, or finally be able to take my medicine and work on a better life? Thats all I trully want, a better, brighter future for myself and my family. Yet my disabilites constantly get in the way. IED (intermitten explosive disorder) it is one of the scarest things you could ever imagine. Its like the incredible hulk raging through your whole body, and yet inside you really just want to be calm and civil. Your none stop battle with yourself and the green monster make it hard to even keep a beautiful, lasting relationship with a significant other. Ladies and gentleman, please if you are reading this, all i seek is information on how to win my case and to gain medical insurance for something that has been with me haunting me since 5 years old. I thank each and everyone one of you, and I encourage you, if your truly dont belive that someone like myself can be fully disabled. Please read my blogs and posts, then judge.